- You are Cruel -

You just come so suddenly
no time for ppl to react

The biggest natural disaster even happen in Asia
You took away so many lives
You has already took away 23,000 lives
and still wanting more

Why must u be so cruel?
took away so many innocent lifes...
took away all their happiness...
u simply took away everything...
will u ever understand how the families members feel?

I am gald that I am living in Spore...
I am gald to have all my love ones ard mE...
I learn to appreciate everyone ard mE more...
I will love them more...
cos I may just leave one day...

but some words will still stay in mY heart...

- Sick -

ahh... i am sick...
sick till I cant tok...
and my lips cracked...

my doc scolded mE when I visited her last night...
cos I didnt went to see her straight last week when I am sick...
she say if my fever didnt go down...
she want to send mE to hospital liao...

luck mE...
dat the fever went down...
if nt I would have to spend mY new year in hospital... =X

wanted some concern frm...
but no lor...
hahaz...
I think too much le...

-

-

hmm...
keep consoling mYself...
have the urge to cry...
but wat is the point...

- Merry X'mas -

just back frm East Coast Park...
yesterday after Andy sir party...
I am crazy in the party lor...
do fireman lift on Chee Keong, John and Yong Cheng...
see I so strong...
yup...
John book out liao...
he is botak...
and he was telling the guys his experiences in army...
he seems to enjoy it...
I enjoy mY self at the party.... xD

decided to go ECP and stay up the whole night...
walk frm kaki bukit to ECP...
supposed to take ard 2 hrs...
but mE, Poh Huat, Eusoff, Yu Ching and His wife Sok Feng ...
took ard 1 hr...

hahaz...
so cool...
we tok for ard 2 hrs in mac...
den walk to the beach lah...
sit and tok...
ard 6am...
we play water...
hehez...
gt Yu Ching into the water...
in the end all of us are wet...

buried Poh Huat in sand...
so funny...
we just keep laughing lor...
shall upload the pic soon...
hehez...

and now here I am...

Merry X'mas to Everyone...
Happy Birthday Ling Yang.... xD

- Wat a day -

woke up at 5am in the morning...
bcos today is the sec 1 registration...
so bookshop will be very busy...
and we need to report by 6.30am lor...
reach WGS at 6am...
Yujun, Ben, Jason & Bin Kuan were there already...
den Ken and Kim Kuan were late...

was sleeping on the table...
while all the councillors were having their breakfast...
hehez...

the 'WAR' started at 9.30am...
parents started queing up...

den there was this mother...
her number is 24...
she was checking her old books on mY table...
blocking the rest of the parents...
den when I dun cared abt her lah...

when I entertain her...
at 1 moment she wants item A...
the next moment she dun want...
den want again...
make the whole bklist so messy...

in the end make the guys blur...
den she pull mE 1 side...
and check the books...
den again...
cant make up her mind...
keep asking...
"U sure the sch gt used ornt"...
den I told her...
"Auntie, dun believe mE can dun buy 1, nobody forcing U lor"
and she shut up...
but give mE that F*** up face...

when checking the books...
keep making mE run in and out...
everytime I run in...
I will scold all the vulgarities lor...
den those inside know I am angry liao...

I think out of my life...
today I scold the most vulgarities...
she better dun let mE know her child lor...

and today I make so many mistakes lor...
I think out of the 3 years...
I made the most mistakes today... =X
maybe becos today is mY last day at work...
most properly wont be back to work next year...

My phone die on mE when we knock off...
the screen go empty...
WTF...
den need to bring it to service...
can only get back 2 days later...
and I need my HP badly these few days...
so need to rush to mY 2nd house to take mY mum's HP...

F*** lor...
today is nt mY day...
even though I feel loaded... =X
and Auntie leaked out mY pay... =X

- Sorry Mok -

Went out to eat with the trainees...
hmm...
when 1st saw them...
they greet us sia...
so loud...
den Poh Huat, Yu Ching, Eusoff & mE run sia...
make us so...

den went to eat at Maxwell food centre...
ok lah...
Khoo Yu gt many ideas for food lor...
no bad...
can be F&B in camps liao...

den walk to S'pore River...
wah...
den some of us rush to Suntec carrefour...
to get cheap sushi...
Poh Huat & Yu Ching walk...
the rest rush...
I run lor...
gt 3 box of sushi...
very cheap...
ard $10...

hmm...
den when walking back to Raffles city...
I slapped Yu Ching's back...
those who know mE will know how hard lah...
I think he pissed off liao...
den he darm angry... =X

SORRY MOK... =X
DUN BE ANGRY LAH...

MING ZONG SIR: Happy 27th Birthday...

- K-box -

Went out wif Poh Huat and Yu Ching...
hmm... I lost my way lor...
but nvm I am still eariler den Yu Ching...

Since I was sick...
so I pass my virus to Yu Ching...
but actually he was already sick...
only gt worst bcos of mE...
Sorry...

Den went to met the Golf (ULP'04)...
wah lau...
they cant decide where to go lor...
in the end we end up at K-box...

Personally I think some of them went there to waste $$...
they didnt sing lor...
always the same ppl singing...

Dunnoe wat to say abt Yu Ching...
erm...
but he is darm powerful when he sing the hao xin fen shou...
the 2 language one...
best sia...
it means he has long breath...

den saw CK sir at the food court...
met him twice liao...
I think I no need to live peacefully in wdls custer liao... =X

- Sick -

I am sick since yesterday...
dats why cant go for coffee with andy sir and the rest...
it become worst today...
den still need to go help out in dad shop...

start work tml at sch bkshop...
1 week also happy...
better den nthing...
short of cash nw...
haiz...

Poh Huat told mE something abt SWOC'02...
thanks guys...
didnt know everyone is cpncern abt mE...
even though I failed SWOC...
but I make it for VIP...
and I will nt let u guys down... xD

mY passion will continue burning...
and will burn for more than 10 yrs...
I will nt let my passion die off.... xD
u know who u guys are...

Thanks frenz... I am fine now... sort out everything liao... really gald to know I have so many ppl who carez for mE... xD
dun forget I am jOanz... xD

- Better not to know -

Sometime I really hope I dunnoe some stuff...
it make mE have the feeling to...
the feeling is so diff...

maybe it is the company of frenz...
which make mE stay...
dun wish to lose the company...

- VIP -

back home from "home"

day 1
was helping mr Mok...
cos he is the DI...
den he was in SDC b4 VIP...
keep running up and down...
but was fun lah...
den admin side was busy...
alter, type, print...
we used up lots of paper and ink lor...

mr Mok was Mentally,Phyiscial n emotionally unstable...
hahaz...
btw we have 2 Fiona, 2 Edwin and 2 Yu Ching in the camp...
when we call either 1 both will turn over...
so cute...

Day 2
hmm... Ex Hum...
was at base with Wei Shan, Sarah, Poh Huat...
den very boring so Wei Shan and I went on bike
with Jian Fu sir and Evelyn Ma'am...
hmm... tiring lor...
old liao lah...
do not cycle when u go pula ubin especially chek jawa...
u will regret 4ever...
den Mok, Shanz, Sarah & mE went to the tents and sleep...
but rained so had to go log rm...
and Mok slept on the floor...

Day 3
campfire nitez...
instructors were all self-entertaining lor...
hahaz...
had so much fun...
actually Mok, GPH, Shanz and mE dun wanna to sleep...
den who knows... Mok sleep on the floor...
while GPH, Shanz, Poh Boon, Edwin, Mizael & mE were discussing Management Crisis...
GPH and Shanz slept...
left mE alone...
dissapointment lor...

Day 4
Management Crisis was great...
i think everyone enjoyed themselves...
den was happy to see that the trainees work as a whole camp...
which means effort was nt wasted...

den we had PROJECT LONGKANG...
we claer the longkang in the canteen...
cos it stinks and chocked...
we wear mask while we clear the longkang...
so smelly lor...
den we dig out lots of mud and stuff...
it contain the food that were eaten in campsite for the past years...
Yucks...
but it was fun...
i think we will have to carry out the projects 5 years later?

went to bedok for lunch after break camp...
den went home and sleep...

- Big Day -

VIP pre-camp today...
I think everyone is looking forward for the day...
hmm...
hope everything turns out well...
and mske this camp the most successful one... =D

since I am going for camp...
I will nt be online or in sch...
so gt anything can call my HP...
will try to pick-up...

if anyone looking for Yu Ching...
can also call my HP lah...

- Wasted -

for today 5 hrs break...
went to HQ to settle some stuff...
saw Kok Yong at the MRT statio...
he was ut with his GF...
hmm...
realised that he has quit school...
and waiting to enter army...

Kok Yong had always been in top in class during Sec 1 & 2...
but duunoe wat happen that he change in sec 3...
he dun study and keep getting into trouble...
heard that he has family problem...

Still remember once...
He scoled Mr Junus...
F**K U...
de kena caning...
wat the hell...

wat a waste...
he is smart lor...
he just gif up... =X

-
went to EDC campfire...
no comments for everything and anything...
Mizael and I were too early... =P
den the instructors found 1 ger who looks like mE...
but attitude totally different frm mE...
i dun find she look like mE...
ut all say look alike...
Andy sir say 70% lor...
OMG... =X

felt coldness...
hmm...
dunnoe wat happened??

btw all the instructors look tired...
very tired...
hope they take gd carez of themselves...
esp Wei Shan & Poh Huat...

hehez...
they all misses the BIG alarm clock...
hahaz...
I am still the BEST alarm clock...